sometimes i just feel like it's over. we're so different. he's a 40 year old stuck in a 22 year old's body, and i'm a 19 year old stuck in a 23 year old's body. i feel more alive when i'm with others. i keep waiting for it to pass, but i just don't know how long either one of us is willing to wait. maybe this is all stemming from a lonely july ( Read more... )

the last time i felt this bad was in november.

i've never been more happy to get the hell out of here for the weekend. i just need to get through tomorrow and then i can sleep until i leave on thursday. sounds like a plan.

yes that's it. you have the right idea, distance is best.

i think katy and brian should come up. maybe, we'll see how i feel in the morning.

i just don't think events like those which occurred today happen in the absence of strong mutual feelings. stronger than those shared between two "good friends".

i'm pretty sure that was my favorite valentines day yet. okok, i wrote that and then a few years ago popped into my head...remember katy, at rusty's apartment? the raunchy 40 oz. king cobra, the shotgun, the headbanging....ahhh, those were the days ( Read more... )

passing organic + keeping scholarship + eagles win + ipod + brian = happy dianna

i'm very nervous however, because the last time life was this good it came crashing down.

1)watching hot dudes with amazing arms do handy work wearing dirty-ass paint-laden shorts and old punk shirts with the sleeves cut off ( Read more... )

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy dianna, why ( Read more... )

physics final in 8.5 hours, and i'm stuck trying to decide what's more important between studying to do ok on that or sleeping so come tomorrow i'm not wasting valuable organic studying time by napping. ugh. probably the latter ( Read more... )

my brain is fried after my genetics final, but i've still got 2 left. fortunately, they're evenly spaced throughout the week ( Read more... )