i fucking hate dudes more than anything in the world right now. i just encountered this one, who i knew from the very beginning i needed to stay away from. but for some reason my hatred grew to the point that i wanted him so bad. we danced and flirted and i told him i hate him and he told me i love him. but i did hate him. i knew he was arrogant ( Read more... )

i had the most amazing conversation in the world tonight at the most improbable place in the world....the port hole. just as i was getting frustrated with everything once again, i met this really really amazing guy. and not in the "i wanna make out with" amazing way...it was just so different. we stood outside and talked about music and ( Read more... )

i'm leaving for daytona and going to be there until sunday. i would post a myspace bulletin, but i refuse to go on myspace, so tell all of your friends, and CALL ME!

so, i'm back. the dianna that everyone knows and hopefully loves is back finally...i think. i don't know what i would've done these past few weeks if i hadn't been living with someone with a degree in psychology. it really helps, let me tell you ( Read more... )

now i know why people are anorexic ( Read more... )

everyone tells me time heals, but this is only getting worse. i've been such an idiot. i spent two years not appreciating the guy of my dreams. katy used to tell me there would be someone to come along and treat me how rusty treated her, and there he was...and it just wasn't enough for me at the time. i fought and fought him to retain my ( Read more... )

let me paint the picture of where i'm at right now ( Read more... )

you know it's bad when the bright eyes cds come out.

regardless of whether i have a boyfriend or not, my senior year of high school crush asking me for my phone number is one of the most amazing rushes in the world.

i'd love not to come back to daytona for a very long time.