wow.. its already almost the end of november!! wow, senior year is flyin' everything is ggggreat with me ...I've been working, going to school, trying to get scholarships and getting into colleges.. damn ACT tests are keeping me back!Doesn't matter anyway I won't be good enough.. anyway. i guess i should go..

See ya-

Ben- I took a quiz thingy and this is what is said ( Read more... )

Bangor schools starts on monday!!! monday monday monday monday!!!!

lol that's funny to me.. wow... this is my last year.. then real world... BAM RIGHT IN THE FACE! well, thats alright, thoug... I want to get out of here, i want to prove to certain people in my family that i will be better than them, and i dont have to drown in sorrow because they ( Read more... )

Days are going by quick!!! wow, its amazing, MONDAY  we start school... Last year.. I was extremely excited, but now.. I just want it over, I wanted to get away from here when im done, but yeah, thats not happening, I don't think Ben will want to leave this little town, Hopefully we can atleast get out of Bangor, If I moved today (with Ben) I think ( Read more... )

BEN COMES HOME TODAY!!!! so excited!!! just don't know.. yay!! but i have to work tonight :( we didnt really talk a lot while he was gone, but then again i had a 2 yr old here.... (I love you ( Read more... )

Well, everyone is doing good. Espcially Ben ( Read more... )

Couple past days have been crazy, working and things are crazy with my brother that went to jail, hes on house arrest now, my computer at home, broke... the mothorboard went out.. :( that sucks!!! i got to my dad's house... INTERNET!! YAY ( Read more... )

Wow- its like OC rocks.. but Laguna Beach rocks too!!! like im watching the marathon or w/e... before season 2 tonight.. and its so cute how the guys all ask the girl to prom!!! wow!! awww ( Read more... )

Wow- ok so everything at my house is pretty much screwed up...grandma passes away people fighting oer who gets what, people drinking just getting into fights period! brother and i get into a fight, he goes home drunk on his way he gets pulled over and goes to jail, the cop calls me instead of our mom... go to work, it sucks. garage stuff comes in ( Read more... )

shes gone.. gone forever... she'll only be in my dreams and in my prays i know that she is looking down on me watching every move i make, but still, shes gone.. shes not next door anymore, my grandma clemons is gone... she should still be laying on the couch telling me stories and just joking around, but no... shes gone... in a slip of a finger, in ( Read more... )