mum saw my report from school and so im now banned from the computer and tv unless shes home, i sneaked on this morning to say that i probably wont be here for quite a while, as i dont know if she will try to get through on the fone (we only have one line).

not much else has happened, except i really need to do some work now.

i cant describe what im feeling, because ive never felt it before. so i have no idea how to explain it ( Read more... )

im watching the episode of whose line is it neway with richard simmons, fuck its sooooooooooooo funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i was a tie between the two/ actually there was a third but it didnt sound ne thing like me.


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im exhausted. i have five assignments for three classes ( Read more... )

I have that alone feeling again, its not the i'm so alone alone feeling but the i wish someone would hold my hand and kiss me, i wish there was someone to smile at in the morning, someone to think about at night other than these stupid fairytales i have going through my head ( Read more... )

I HATE MY ART PORTFOLIO FOR SCHOOL. I JUST WANT TO BURN IT. SERIOUSLY.

IM GOING TO CHANGE IT COMPLEATELY AND CONTIUE ALSO WITH THE ONE IM DOING NOW WHICH MEANS....(INSERT STRESSED OUT GRIN) TWICE AS MUCH WORK.

I JUST REALLY FUCKING HATE IT!!!!!!!!!

im suposed to be at school at the moment but i slept in so i have to chatch the later train, and as id rather spend time writing in here than making lunch, im transfering money over ( Read more... )

im getting that dispare thing going on again. theres so many things i really ould love to do and be but i dont have the guts or/and rather i have too much fat infront of it that it gets lost behind it all ( Read more... )