joey came down this weekend, jerry had a party i wasnt invited to, and jason never called me back. its strange how things work out. people you were best friends with in high school become people that you see sign off and on line and never IM. They become people you pretend not to see when youre walking through the mall and people you dont call back ( Read more... )

my father called me yesterday. it was weird because i havent gone to my parent's house in forever and he called within the whole hour time frame that i was there. maybe it was a sign that i should have talked to him...but my fear gripped me and i couldnt press the talk button on the phone...i just let it ring. not even ten minutes later tears were ( Read more... )

first off, my birthday is today....wooot...im 19, i feel the same ( Read more... )

yeah so i didnt go to sleep last night, with everyone over here after work. everyone got super plastered last night and i just sat up here and chilled ( Read more... )

today was one of those totally relaxing days. i woke up, we decided to go by my work, nab my check, do my banking transactions and then meet everyone at christy's for a dip in the pool. it turned into a me caitlin christy and maggi thing. it was actually a ton of fun. my stupid/lazy ass decided not to go back inside and grab my swim suit so i was ( Read more... )

damn, why is it that everyone's ALWAYS FUCKIN DRUNK? i have the next two days off work and im really excited, im trying to come up with something really cool to do on wednesday with dane cus me and him are gonna hang out or something. im not thinking the usual "movie and junk food" fuck that shit. thats all we ever do. yeah so im stuck trying to ( Read more... )

im so fuckin pissed right now its amazing. my shittyass friends come over, say "hey can we have our game back?", turn around *basically* and leave. they went off to do stuff and they didnt say "hey come hang out with us" or even "what are you guys doing tonite, would you like to go?" no they just took joy in excluding us because they like to be ( Read more... )

i just wrote this fucking huge ass entry and the fucking computer ate that shit like it was fuckin skittles or something. GRRR now im even more pissed off. esp. cus i dont have time to update very much ( Read more... )

yeah so i havent updated since the 14th, isnt that some fuckin shit? my life has been so damn hectic tho ( Read more... )

i went to look for a job today. i think i might have one at Chicken Comer. i dont know if anybody knows that place, but ive heard they have some of the best bbq in town. anyway, its like this lil hole in the wall establishment that screams red neck but at the same time i feel some what comforted because the people are just down home good ol ( Read more... )