My roomie just got back today.(well actually early this morning - around 2 am!!) Her cousin died :( and so she had to go to his funeral. He was only 15, FIFTEEN for crying out loud! It was a bike accident. I dunno, my heart reaches out to her family...i can't imagine the pain they're going through. I found something interesting the other day. It ( Read more... )

What's a live journal Again ( Read more... )

yeah, i never update this thing anymore. sadly, its not because i dont have time...its because ::cues the horror flick music:: "DUN Dun dunnnn..." I've been cheating on LJ with www.xanga.com/blenderfh2 I know its bad and wrong of me...but oh well. And, you can add Music to that site, i havent done it as of yet but im gonna get there ( Read more... )

I'm completely shocked and extremely paralized with grief for you. I'm So sorry honey, i know i wouldnt be able to imagine it. ::shudder:: nor can i even think about it. Anything you need, let me know...i had no idea. i'll be praying for you. ::hug::

It has been brought to my attention that i havent written enough about my good friend ETHAN WARD. where shall i start? oh, thank you dearest ethan for always being there....ALWAYS, even if i didnt need you....and for never letting me forget to call you back, ahh...good times. oh, and thanks for feeling you had to share your sweet sweet love with me ( Read more... )

im still alive and all is well...for the most part. im mostly writing now....ABOUT EVERYTHING....we'll see what comes of this.

to all those in cyber land...sorry i dont upadate much...things are just so heavy lately...when i go back to school we'll see how things go...

it's so gorgeous outside right now. the trees, instead of a monochromatic green, are bright with oranges and yellows....its so calming to me. i always feel like i should go out and buy shopping carts full of school supplies.
too bad i dont have much else to say...i thought i did but then i realized i dont even know how i feel right now...

i havent been online in so damn long that even lj had changed on me. thats fuckin weird ( Read more... )

yay yay yay! RY is here! he's actually sleeping downstairs...its funny because yesterday ethan called me and kept saying he didnt know where ryan was, when really ryan was with him the whole time...fucker! anyway yeah so we just sat around, went to waho, made cookies and then everyone went home/ passed out. i miss the way things used to be, i miss ( Read more... )

i have a lot on my mind. last night was hilarious. Chris ran around in my pants, they actually looked really cute on him. you could see his ass and everything...he was tripping me out. he was really drunk. for some reason i havent been feeling the whole "lets get drunk" thing. im more about just chillin around rather than getting fucked up. we went ( Read more... )