well its about time i updated this thing...... i'm not dead........ i'm alive as all get out.... keep it real ........ and ive realized this thing is a waste of time....... so i dont think i will ever update it again
ive done all i could and can and i feel everything is slowly being thrown away. i'm lost and scared and i dont want to lose this again...... please pray
anyways......... i'm getting rid of this crap... im sick of it all..it makes me sick! it makes me wanna throw up and strain myself with a vein comin' outta my forehead!!!! UGH!! SICK!!!!
and another thing....... i feel like crap b/c im getting sick....and the person i wanna see the most tomorrow wont be here until 6pm-ish......that makes me quiver up and choke....on mucus that is byebye now.... im really tired and im sick...... i guess i'll see you tomorrow
i still feel an enternal emptiness... kinda like a lost..kinda like a death feel( if i knw what death was like). its still kinda blah.....but whatever..maybe stuff will change
And everyone stay outta my relationships.......they're arent yours.....so just stop...keep your nose in your own!!! Justin