broken. thats all i have to say. my tattoo im getting the one i just designed i think it definatly is a meaning full one. im excited to get it.

im tired... really tired i need sleep, insomnia sucks. i need other things too but i think sleep is on the top. so i watched keira today i felt like a single mom trying to do college homework at the same time . it doesnt work. i tryed to hang out with people i had the car all day nobody answered, or if they did they didnt want to hangout with me, ( Read more... )

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aww yay people read ... im out of my bitchy emotional i hate everything i feel ackward thing. i dont know what it was i guess it was just a lot of shit happening at once in my family, around my family and friends but yeah its over and done with and now im just in the i want i need sex 24/7 lol (as if i wasnt like that before) i dont know its just ( Read more... )

pretty shitty day ... no car for me hopefully  tuesday maybe prolly not atleast with my luck recentlly. yeah at amandas .... i LOVE her verry much she makes me feel better when im all down like i have been the past couple of days i hope i get over this bullshit. i hate being all whiney and shit i actually cryed i cant remeber the last time i did i ( Read more... )

hopefully buying a car today thats all.

cunt

shit

fuck

that kinda day already. gotta love fathers.

ps. yay for me and ann with how much we got accomplished with our buisness. and Congrats to amanda and nick i love you guys.

so yeah here i go once again one a false sense of comfort. i guess its all getting a little to much for me to handle the arguments with family and some friends and people i could care less about im not gonna go in detail about it but things are gonna have to start to change or im just gonna go insane. i got offered a row house in philly my aunt ( Read more... )

so yeah i woke up this morning with a bloody nose there was blood everywhere it looked like i got in a fight with my pillow and lost, i think its cause im actually doing my college work... actually reading and all that shit who would have thought me actually reading. im trying to get OUT of the house tonight like always i still have shit to read ( Read more... )

so yeah pretty much had 2 vaccations in like 2 weeks from the 13-20 or 21 we were at Va beach that was fun for the most part little drama there but ill leave it there.then from friday to yesterday night i was in philly and jersey (the 27) for my brothers birthday. nothing really too exciting. ive been thinking about atlot of my friends who i havent ( Read more... )

so yeah warped tour today.... FAN Fucking Tastic.

thats about all

<3
smitty