im tired of breathing, of living, im just this blackhole. i try to tell people what they want to hear, if someone tells me they rather me not hang out with someone and they give me a ride and i dont tell them who cause i know they DONT want to hear it and i say she drove me which WASNT a lie. but then again im good at fucking up and no one ever ( Read more... )

so yesterday the 30 my family life got ruined and im expected to leave asap.i have no money no car and kinda no home. saturday im legal and im taking my life in my hands and i will make something of myself i will not fall like the rest of my family and settle with whats given to you i Will work for something. something i dont know. i love joey and ( Read more... )

today wasnt the best i feel sick, and i dont know but yea
whatever

so pretty much my boyfried rocks harder then you

and i need a car PERIOD

well evidently i was lead on to beleive something that wasnt there i thought i had a boyfriend when in reality i guess i did i was just used for sex i guess even though we didnt see eachother that much. i put my self through hell to be like look i feel youve grown didstant to me and we should just be friends when in reality i was beleiving a lie i ( Read more... )

wow thats all i have to say ( Read more... )

tattoo hopefully soon gotta talk to bam.. my dad leaves tomarrow and when he comes back ill be 18. and tattooed and would have been driving his truck for a month .. prolly put some good miles on it. thats it

i really hate college cause it makes me think. and my head hurts. i know to much. shoot me now <3

so basicly went to rennasiance festival on saturday .. going again with another group of people next saturday. ive done nothing but clean and all that shit. cooking, bakeing brownies. gotta call and set up when im gonna get my tattoo.. possibly going to see coldplay friday got invited its free .. pit tickets and all that stuff i wanna go. my dad ( Read more... )

your tounge in my mouth trying to keep the words from coming out

yeah i dont know...

just for once .....

i give up.

so today i get in my first car accident while im driving nothing too serious and it wasnt my fault i was making the left turn out of csm i was at the stop sign and she was in the turn lane, she had 2 cars infront of her (one in mid turn) and a car behind her no one was coming so i pulled out and right as i did she pulled out of the turning lane to ( Read more... )

so yeah talked to bam today were gonna arrange the days for me to get my tattoos im doing the stars first so that will be fun the the heart with batwings on my back, today was a good day. keira left im gonna miss her but im not gonna miss the whole feeling like a single mother thing with watching her ALL the time ( Read more... )