How do you delete your online journal? Eh eh?

I hate drama. I hate being sensitiveeeee.... I hate hurting other people and I don't want to. I miss Jon soooooo fucking much it sucks... I lost my mom's cellphone last nite... I'm really hoping it's in Kevin's car. Rawwwwr. I have lots of work and I have to go to work soon ick ick ick
Okay goodbye

Ahhh too much happen since I last wrote... I'm really scared I'm gunna fuck up this design class which will be incredibly depressing since that is my plan for the whole fucking future... I now have this job at "NOTEWORTHY" at the promenade on third street if anyone wants to go stalk meeeee.... they sell fun stuff there and i got to know some of the ( Read more... )

Today has been a rush... I woke up all groggy and called mr jonathan... I was going to call sharin first because she paged when I was asleep but then i was like duuuuuh she be at school, SO, I called Jon and wished him a happy morning.... Actually, I barely remember doing this which is the funni thing... I must have said I needed to go or ( Read more... )

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Why doesn't she understand me??? I want to switch psychiatrists because the one I go to is a complete MORON and asshole.... my therapist agrees.... I mean seriously, what kind of psychiatrists asks your most personal information while your MOM is in the fucking room... WHY DOESN'T SHE UNDERSTAND THAT IS JUST WEIRD TO ME?!?!?! Why does she need to ( Read more... )

It's odd I guess... Jonathan is gone... Sharin, Lisi, and I took him to the airport yesterday... I was being a bitch to him until someone mentioned that there were only 20 minutes until he left in which case my heart kinda dropped... Euwwww I cried when he left!!! I really do like him I guess I got this email from him this morning (i slightly ( Read more... )

Okay so apparently John (Palm Springs John) has decided he's writing and sending me a letter... He called while I was out with Jon (Oklahoma Boi) getting food last nite.... and ugh I kinda wish I hadn't missed the call so I could know wot the fuck is going on... It makes me so nervous... And I wrote this mean thing of his computer during my peak ( Read more... )

I don't know wot to do anymore... This whole week has been so fucked up in my mind... Its like the only words I can say are I just don't know ( Read more... )

Normally people send me music of their bands I really don't like... but finally someone online has sent me their music and I actually like it! I actually sing along to it... I think I shall put the address in here so EVERYONE can download it! I hope you guys all do... My personal favorite is "Seaside" but like download all of them cos they're all ( Read more... )