Everything that could have possibly gone wrong, has.

I AM TRYING SO HARD.

I just want to curl up in bed and hide.

I feel like a failure.
But I will be alright.
I wish I had the same attitude 6 years ago...my life would be so different.

I haven't smoked in 2 months ( Read more... )

Should I make the last 2 entries viewable?  Not like you read this anyway...

I'm housesitting for Jeremy's mom and the damn dogs busted through the back gate (destroyed the bottom corner) and are gone.  I know it's not my fault, but I feel so bad.  It's 108 out today :(  They've done this before, at her other houses and obvioulsy they came back, but I'm worried. 

Sure wish I had a Perfect Margarita right now...

Sure wish I wasn't still at the office...

FUCK IT.

Let's have some fun, this beat is sick, I wanna take a ride on your disco stick.

Even after that, the Gaga is still a guilty pleasure.

My summer job is a joke.  I am thankful that I have something but my goodness.  I'm not getting anywhere close to 40 hours a week and I will not even tell you what the hourly pay is.  I have been looking and looking and looking and looking and haven't gotten a call for even an interview.  This has never happened to me before.  I understand the ( Read more... )

I don't have a job. 
"Everything happens for a reason." 
There is something bothering me but I don't know how to bring it up and I don't want to fight.
I'm going to try something but I don't want to jinx it.
My stomach feels as anxious as I do.  

Yay for long weekends!