I've felt like shit for a few weeks now.  Damn headaches are ruling my life.  Work is stressful.  I am looking forward to Christmas break but the decrease in pay makes it almost not worth it.  I'm not excited about Christmas, at all.  New Year's will be a bust as usual.  Ahh I'm grumpy! Ha.  Oh well.  2009 will be better ;)

I can't wait for 2008 to be over.

My stupid car is the ONLY thing that is mine.  And it got broken into again last night.  It's just a giant piece of shit, but it's MINE and fuck you, whoever you are, for doing that.

Oh the weather outside is delightful!

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killed the beast from within I’m a born again rebel
tryin to save the youth from the way of the gun
and if I only save one then my job is done

If I had a dollar for every lie I've heard in the past week, I could pay off my car.

If honesty were a species, it'd be a dying breed.

Work fucked me up today.  No doubt.

I had a half day at work and came home and cleaned.  Feels good.  Laundry is going, I am making a delicious dinner, and I have some beer for fun (not that I need it to have fun but you know what I mean) :)

I don't mind being alone, it's been really good for me, but it does get lonely.

I was looking at jobs in Fox Lake, IL.  Apartments too.  I can do something similar to what I'm doing now but making more money.  The rent is cheaper too. 

I'm a happy lil' bird today for no particular reason.