Feelings can be such a tricky thing. And in my case, they can be so incredibly intense. One thing I've learned through yoga and meditation is to allow myself to stop and actually FEEL what I'm feeling - acknowledge it instead of trying so hard to suppress it or pretend it's not happening ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2013 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

I find myself unable to focus/concentrate/think straight. I have two 13+ page term papers to write. One of them is due this coming Sunday which gives me technically less than 4 days considering I have to work all day tomorrow and Friday. I haven't even written one sentence! The other term paper is due next Saturday morning, giving me less than 5 ( Read more... )

Everything is going to be ok.
Everything is going to be fine.
Everything is going to be alright.

x I wish my heart had some sort of knob to lower the intensity of my emotions. It is so frustrating to be fully aware of what the fuck is going on, yet still feel this shit. UGH ( Read more... )

So, after much thinking and thinking and rethinking and considering and reconsidering... I finally typed up my letter of resignation and quit my job at the cinema today. Kinda sucks, but I feel like a huge weight's been lifted. I can no longer be taken for granted. I deserve to be valued, and if you can't appreciate me or see my full potential... I ( Read more... )

My head hurts again. I don't usually get headaches, but I had a really horrible one yesterday too. :( At least I was able to buy some Advil yesterday. Bah ( Read more... )

I am going to revive my LiveJournal. I keep saying it and then immediately neglecting it again. But not this time. I need a way to vent and journal and just release my neurotic energies. I think this is the right spot (especially because the majority of folk won't even be reading my shit and then talking shit). ^_ ( Read more... )

I'm coming back soon. ^_^

i have completely neglected this livejournal. there are quite a few reasons why. for whatever reason, i decided to log in today and it's brought back memories for sure. i was looking at my photo journal (forever_memoirs) and it really took me back. i have sooo many old photos posted on there. things were SO different back in those days. better? ( Read more... )