I like to udpate my journal once a year it seems.

backpacking rules

Sometimes life seems cyclical. Sometimes when things are at your worst and you can get a pretty bad case of negative tunnel vision, only seeing the bad ahead. And some of those bad times last for a very very long time. So long sometimes we actually forget what it was like when it was good, as you can tell by my last journal entry. But it seems ( Read more... )

So, I failed a test last week, and probably another one today. I hate my classes, every last one of them, with the exception of archery. I don't like my major and honestly I'm no good at it. I used to get really mad when I know I did badly on a test. Now I just come back to my room, sit at my desk and try to think of reasons for living. I ( Read more... )

i think one of these days im going to put up a post, i have some thoughts and repressed anger i need to get out... im just too tired, busy, and sick... i just dont know what to do... but i will update.... soon.

It's been a bad day ( Read more... )

Bryan, your unconscious mind is driven most by Peace ( Read more... )

I don't have a whole lot to update... Amanda is home for a week, that's good... I'm pretty miserable when I don't get to see her for months at a time... other than that I feel pretty shitty.... I'm exhausted... I mean not the exhausted you get from not sleeping well one night, I'm talking the kind of exhausted you get after months of stress, anger ( Read more... )

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