orange light trails over the singapore river. mirrored silhouettes flying the same kite. a tattooed girl in a sun dress standing in the rain, reflected in hurricane green.
the need to crawl towards the sun is a craving not easily satisfied. but i'm on my way.
I can't think of anything worse after a night of drinking than waking up next to someone and not being able to remember their name, or how you met, or why they're dead.
i'm still dying every night. i keep waking up every morning, twilight in dawn's place, not knowing which of the seven of me i will be. from red to violet, illuminated with flammable colors that did not exist yesterday, the orchid bleeds onto my skin, leaving my existence to dream itself into a sparkling pool of liquid fire.
the saturday before last, i drove up to austin to see dax riggs play in a tiny room called the continental club. the show was at midnight. ( i left at seven. )