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[blind_force]

Its funny. I'm depressed I think. I won't eat unless someone is watching me. Again. I feel like I want to vomit. I can't get into a nice wedding dress let alone my regular jeans. I'm fat and I can't stand it. I can't stand to look at myself. I'm literally 100lbs heavier than I was freshman year. I can't do this whole being sick thing.  I can't, I

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[findemotions]

Is there any point at which your body will adjust to the steroids and they won't make you hold on to the weight that way?

[blind_force]

its not from steroids its fro. the type of arthritis I have. my stomach and thighs are the stress areas that gain weight