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Can't ever sleep. Work in seven hours have to be up in four to dig toms car out. Can't ever rest joints too stiff to get comfortable have to move and crack and pop them. Can't close my eyes every noise makes them fly open. Too hot. Too cold. Aches, sores, and pains keep my body awake. Fears flood my mind and keep that buzzing like I'm on the snow ( Read more... ) -
panic
I'm having a panic attack. I'm sitting in the lunchroom at work. my air is struggled for. I need to get outside. running out the doors. I need a cigarette. my movement is stiff and painful. I didn't think i could move so quickly anymore. its not too cold out but the snow is falling in poofs. it would be pretty if I wasn't at work and staring at a ( Read more... ) -
The way things have to be
The way everything has to be. Everything has to be a perfect way, but I'm not perfect. Far from it. I have a temper and everyone is getting a taste of it now. I'm done with bullshit. I'm done pretending to be constantly at sea level when I rise and sink faster than a buoy. I'm sick of that fake happy that is seen everywhere. The ignorance is also ( Read more... ) -
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The best thing about tomorrow is that tomorrow never ends. but the hate that I have for myself can follow me around the bend. I love the people around me more than they can see. but even all of them can't set me free. I'm in my own self loathing prison made for one. but o always say its all about fun. I'm losing my mind and can't seem to find the ( Read more... ) -
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The best thing that ever happened to me, you stopped and we died and you don't matter because you never did anything right . you are a piece of trash. your feelings are nothing. you are worthless. your life is meaningless. just die already.
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order of the candles from Griffin
"I'm just mapping my game and playin for fame. See my weapon of choice, the mace is what's creating this smile upon my face, now, a drop the bass," he smiled throwing his arm above the crowd. The bass, dropping hard from overhead, was all he could focus on, but his air was cut off. His attacker invisible, was dealing a deadly blow to his windpipe ( Read more... ) -
Skylar Marsten M.D.
I'm watching a young girl die. There is too much pressure in her head, on her brain, but I am frozen. Why now? I have never felt this chill, this humanity. Is this what my father talked about when he'd drink himself into oblivion during my childhood? This is the chill, the big freeze, he would say, "When you feel that life is actually in your hands ( Read more... ) -
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The Time Keepers watch finally stopped. He was with the people he loved minutes before and said he and his wife had business.
He visited his children and grandchildren, looking younger than he ever had, saying no such goodbye, but praise for where they had come in life. Not once did he say goodbye, but instead, "I will love you beyond time." To his ( Read more... ) -
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Marriages everywhere. When is mine? Coming soon but no one sees. No one talks anymore.
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