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A Spoon Full of Heroin Makes The Medicine Go Down
*sigh* Crazina is making her move. We half hung-out last week. "half hung-out" because she called to ask if she could come over. As in, like now. Well, then. It was weird. Her and I don't have that kind of relationship. Ugh. I really don't know what kind of relationship we do have. So, we just sat in her truck and talked for a while. We don't ( Read more... ) -
Unfinished Business
The real truth is.. I have hate in my heart. No matter what I do, I can't seem to change that. I may pretend to forgive, but I never forget. And that is why I have so much unfinished business. And none of it is something I can just "let go" of. And some things I simply REFUSE to let go of. And that is why I keep my mental scars so close to me. They ( Read more... ) -
What The Cat Dragged In
It's me. I've had some recent talks about this journal. It got me thinking. And I may post here, more often. I don't know. I did tell someone about this journal. She's only the second person I've let know I'm on here. The first, being the only person who's ever read this thing, besides me. The ex-girlfriends (Known as: "Tatyanas") will not find out ( Read more... ) -
Revelation!
I just realized it. I HATE talking to ex-girlfriends! Yeah, I try and be mature, but between Stasia playing "Cat & Mouse", and Tara just being herself, if I didn't need meds before, I certainly do now. My problems with Tara aren't really her fault. She's too dumb to know what not to say to me. But Anastasia may actually be smarter than me. Maybe. ( Read more... ) -
Not To Mention....
Anastasia left another comment AND she emailed me! I forgot to add that to my last entry. It's simply because her birthday is coming up. But still ( Read more... ) -
.... And Knowing Is Half The Battle!
See, the problem with my life is that certain people have access to me, without me having access to them.
A Conversation:
bluthundafro: hey
Tiriban: hello?
bluthundafro: who's this?
bluthundafro: is this tara
Tiriban: You are the one who IM'ed me, genius.
Tiriban: This is definately not Tara.
bluthundafro: ok
bluthundafro: byeI'm starting to ( Read more... ) -
Cake Or Bed
CAKE OR BEDA HUSBAND IS AT HOME WATCHING A ( Read more... ) -
Clarity?
Okay, so my idea is that I will create some characters using my role-playing books, and use those fleshed-out character sheets to organize my thoughts so I can write stories about them. See, my biggest problem that stands in the way of me being able to do anything is organization. When I get ideas my thoughts go too fast for me to keep track of it ( Read more... ) -
I Seem To Be Sleeping A Lot .... And It Sucks
I don't know why I'm sleeping so often, lately. But it's all I seem to be doing. It's kinda getting on my nerves. I think I'm just trying to get through this month any way I can. I hate the month of August, by the way. I may or may not go into the reasons why, on here. I just want September to come on already.
Oh, and I'm working on rpg stuff. ( Read more... ) -
Just A Quiz
Meh, boys are okay. But I'd never have sex with one.