wow everyone is gone. :(

so effin' happy i got my license finally!!!!!!! Finals are this week but who the fuck cares after tomorrow its just math and then the first weekend w/o hw! yesss :) I feel liberated.

This is my procrastination and ADD working together from 12a.m. on... as they usually do.  I'm so tired of this it's like I can't find any other way to finish my homework other than staying up all night and then getting over tired.  I may be organized but I am unwilling to execute structure in my life and I'm paying for the consequences.  Then ( Read more... )

I'm FREEEEEE !!!!!  I finally did the right thing.

so i'm about 85% sure i'm going back to camp.
I'm sooo happy but i feel like i could just burst into tears any second.
I swear I'm pathetic. This is what I wanted I just never knew how much some things would come to mean to me. Wow now whos the drama queen. I'll get over it.

and u spend so much time widening your circle eventually no one will remain at it's heart.

Whats the point of any bond if it's not strongly held together.

ahh i'm so confused. alskfdjlskdjflskjfd. I was up until 5:30 in the morning w/ all these thoughts. I have no idea what to do. helpppppp.

heyy i swear livejournals are i joke now :(.... but i really have to say that i know he doesn't know but daen and i doo...  and the other one i don't think i've ever smiled so much about a person to someone else before.  This is sickening.  Summer love or i mean horror, GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

One thing I've learned but not practiced:

When all else fails pretend to care about your school work and put forth the effort to do well.

I've pretty much already screwed up in that whole area but at least I can save myself from complete failure w/ one last attempt.

So I didn't think this would be a good birthday but it really was. It's amazing how small and big gestures can make a person so happy. Thank you all for making this year special :)


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