There are only 12 more days to live it up with him and to let him know that I love him more than ever. There are only 7 more times we will ride together to school and ignore each other's existence because we are grumpy. There is only 1 more time for me to show him that I care. Just because we are family doesn't mean our relationship won't change, ( Read more... )

Seems just like yesterday, you were a part of me

I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong

Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right

Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong

Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep

I 'm barely hangin on

Here I am, once again

I'm torn into pices, can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were ( Read more... )

It's been so long since I have written, but I am in a new stage in life and I love it! Finally I know who and what I am, and I'm learning to LOVE it! Can you blame me for finally being comfortable with myself?! It's a good day!

"Quit trying to fit in, because you were born to stand out"

~anonymous

I am a new person, with new views. I've found me in my recent encounters of live.You have showed me the other side. I thank you. I've been scared and it's a scar that will never leave.

Because of you~

Because of you I am me

I've lived and died

I've fallen and gotten back up

I've been cut and have a scar

I've learned to love and have been loved

I' ( Read more... )

I finally feel at ease with the things that have happened. I am finally over him. I thank him for showing me love, and letting me know how it feels to have the emotions that i did. But I will never forget how it felt when he hurt me. I truly fell for him, I went in heart first not knowing what to expect, but even though he hurt me, he brought out a ( Read more... )

tonight was supposed to be a night to remember. It was supposed to be something that i wanted and something that was fun, but instead I'm home alone, with nothing but questions in my mind and a my two favorite boys, ben and jerry. I guess you could say tonight turned out a little different than planned.

I'm never going to be the girl known for her great personality, or her pretty face, or for being an amazing person. I'm never going to be voted homecoming queen or prom queen. I'm never going to get an amazing guy's attention. I am always going to be michael's sister or Jp's daughter or that girl on pom who's always in the back. The only great ( Read more... )

Everybody tells me no, you are too good for him, but that's not true, he really is too good for me. He's a good person, with a good heart,  good morals, a great personality, and on top of all the characteristics for the perfect person, he is gorgeous. I truly don't measure up to him, and it was stupid of me in the first place to think i could have ( Read more... )

I can only take so much and as each day passes, it gets harder and harder to take. I can't keep caring for someone that doesn't care for me back. bu the truth is, I really do care about him. I really have feelings for him. So it's not easy to just let go. But what it all comes down to is that, I trying to get something I'm not good enough for. He ( Read more... )

I feel so tired right now. not the sleepy tired, bu ttired of people other than my girls. Guys r so stupid sometimes. I just wish that they could see what was right in front of them. I'm not complaining about my life, because i have a great life, but it's hard to like someone so much and not feel anything back from them.