The rare times I manage to leave my thoughts and talk to other people, it's just meaningless ramblings. I want out of my head. Let me out.

I miss my Poo.
~lame-o~

The last time I got a semi-full night of sleep was last wednesday and thursday nights. Kinda. And no sleep a week before that. I have really fucking bad anxiety and I can't get food anywhere near my face with out gagging. I want to puke all of the time because my stomach is in such bad knots.

I'm not with the man I love and its killing me. ( Read more... )

Andi, Ryan, Dusti, Terri, and I all went to that Del Mar Fair on Thursday for Andi's birthday at the end of the month. Ryan and I managed to have a really good time together. All day we got along. He even stayed at my house that night. We went and had breakfast for lunch....which also went amazingly. Then I dropped him off an went to work. Before ( Read more... )

About a week ago I went one of the 94.9 randoma acts of kindness in Oceanside and I actually WON something.

I won a pair of tickets to see Wolfmother. The show was at Viejas this past Tuesday and it was amazing. I took Ryan. They played for just over and hour and 40 minutes. They sounded so awesome. I'm so glad that I was lucky enough to experience ( Read more... )

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I got the job at Costco! I've been there just over a week now. Seriously though, it's hard work. I bust my ass the 
ENTIRE time I'm there. It's a great company to work for. I get benefits (that are almost identical for part-time and full-time employees) , vacation days, paid sick days, 4 Costco cards, flexible schedule for school, and GOOD money. ( Read more... )

I felt the need to post, but I'm far too lazy to think of a real entry.

Mark the ones you've seen. There are 176 movies on this list. Put your score in header and repost.

( ) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(X) Grease
(X) Pirates of the Caribbean
(X) Boondock Saints
(X) Fight Club
(X) Starsky and Hutch
(X) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane!
Total: ( Read more... )

I need a new job, and quick. I want to leave and hit them with a whole lot of crap to deal with. I don't want them to know it's coming. I'm talking soon like June 1st soon. I went and got applications everywhere just so I can leave and find a job that I'd like to keep during school later in the summer. As if I haven't done enough for those dipshits ( Read more... )

I CAN'T WAIT until school is out. A week and a half left. I'm trying to survive.

Well, maybe not. I'm confused and stressed. I really need to settle things in my life for good.