...like I have things I'm holding in and need to get out, but I don't know where to start.

She is delirious. And weak. It all started with a migraine a few weeks ago. Nobody knows what's wrong with her, but at least her boyfriend got her to go to the hospital to run some tests. The worst part is that she is 3,000 miles away. I miss her. And I'm scared.

I have no friends. It's either me, or them....wonder which? 

you're completely right. im sorry i took advantage of your emotional vulnerability. i of all people should know not to do that. i just felt that you had done that to me so many times and was being selfish in wanting you to feel that same hurt. i feel bad about telling you mean things like i would feel bad about telling anyone mean things. i am ( Read more... )

Everything just went right on Monday. My sister bought everything for my barbecue, so I got that out of the way. My lasagna came out GREAT (thanks to some help from Nanna while I was out shopping). Everybody who was anybody was at dinner, meaning my whole family. Then I got some really cool presents. It was just a really rad day. According to my ( Read more... )

I still get really sad sometimes.

This is one of those times.

It's been buliding for a while now. I didn't lose it or anything. But I did get heated. I don't know. I do know that I need a job that I can stand as well as tolerate my boss(es).

Again I say, I wish I didn't have to work. I wish I could just go to school and focus on that.

At least I don't have to see his cocky ass until Monday.

it's rough.

There was a mistake in there somewhere, somehow. I just don't know what it was, when it happened, or who caused it. I just know that it is a mistake, and like all mistakes, it should never have been made. I'm paying the price, and I'm unsure if it's my debt. Something went wrong, because this just isn't how it is supposed to be.

I'm so pissed. I have to work 3-7 tonight. First of all, nobody will be getting a sandwich after 3:30....seriously, it will cost more to stay open. Dumbe thing #2: Bri got the morning off to take David's mom to the airport. SHe will be back no later than 1pm. David works from 5-11 tonight. So, instead of doing ANYTHING else, she will be sitting ( Read more... )