im lost im confussed... my mind is so fuckedd... i dont kno weather i want to live or die nuthing ever goes right.. im sittin here with tears rolling down my face tryin to get my emotions out in writing but im so blankkkk... y doesnt anythin ever work out for me.. im 20 yrs old n for some reason i cant remember the last time i was happy i hate this ( Read more... )

So let me get started by tellin u bout my weekend ( Read more... )

So its a lovley tuesday afternoon =] lol ( Read more... )

So this weekend was intresting & relaxing ( Read more... )

i DONT understand. everytime things seem to be goin right they go wrong again.. i just want to be happy & it seems like i will never get that ( Read more... )

Humm 2010.. damn thought it would b a better yr then 2009, but so far it's the shittest yr of my life ( Read more... )

Ugh idk what my problem is .. Im happy one minute & the next im down n out.. people dont understand the way i look at things or how i go about certin situations ( Read more... )

So this is life huh? well if this life i need out soon... nuthing ever goes right. I always thought one day shit will b good i waited 20 yrs n shit still aint good...idk where im goin in life n who i will b going with i hate this feeling of being lost n confussed! its unfair ( Read more... )

Okay soo lifes pretty rough especailly when ur friends are involed in youir relationship it really hurts it.. me and my boyfriend are having alot of problems b.c our friends and his ex girlfriend im sorry i dont trust his ex girlfriend shes one of those crazy bitches that will do anything to back with him and when i mean anything i mean it.. shes ( Read more... )

yea well its been awhile.. Lifes goin pretty good i met this kid that im extremly head over heals for.. Hes a year younger then me hes 15 but hes in 9th grade.. ive never felt this way for any1 else b4.. Ohh and my ex frankies been trying to get back with me and u all kno how much i missed him and couldnt wait for the day for him to call me up and ( Read more... )