19.8.2009 ( Read more... )

love ( Read more... )

I just had a long talk with mom and dad. I'm not quite happy living here in Eppendorf. That is, it is ok, I can handle, but it's not the best idea of life for me. My mother said, if I wanted I should get myself a place in some assisted living project. I agreed with that. But my dad is afraid that I might "drown" when I am on my own again ( Read more... )

15.9.2009 ( Read more... )

15.9.2009 ( Read more... )

I've just been out in the garden to help my dad a little. Now I sit here and think about it, and it seems that in this one hour of helping him I have achieved more than in the whole rest of the day up to that hour ( Read more... )

I've found a good site about psychosis ( Read more... )

Today I feel really awkwar. I slept nearly the whole morning. I think of I. a lot but it's not really making me happy. I feel pulled here, then there. It's very absurd. I'm confused. Why can't I just feel normal? Why can't I get the thought that it's just a good acquaintance, a friendship? It's always so mad and I can't get a grip on it. And it's ( Read more... )

Life is a little like an old video game. It seems to have levels, and boss fights, and power ups along the way. One could even say it keeps a score, though surviving and getting through is more important than getting the most points.

13.8.2009 ( Read more... )