i'm mean... holy shit. where did the nice me go?....... *ponders* oh yeah.... *eek* well.........that's what life does, bite you in the arse. life is a bitch, then yuh die, some things are just not ment to happen. wow. my live journal is so not a place i'm writing in anymore. screw this. i'm so getting rid of this thing, it's dangerous.. ( Read more... )

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On the whole:: 'insane' thing..... things are cool now. *finally* i mean.....he's cool....cool cool cool. :)

SPIFFY! YAY! *claps* we're all alright now! (i hope)

wow.... i swear... some guys are just LUNATIC! OKAY............ all i did was tell him: 'I really dont want a relationship, I dont want a boyfriend...I just want friends.....' and he hung up on me and even got this girl to tell me that it was the wrong number when i called back. can you say L.A.M.E ( Read more... )

Is anybody listening ( Read more... )

Hey, don't write yourself off yet ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
AHHAHAHAHAHAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! *Takes a deep breath* ::continues:: AHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! AHHHHH!

*Screams even more*

.................just because i can...........

i deleted a lot of my entries...just because i can ( Read more... )

Oh my goodness... I went from falling into the firey pits of hell to swimming in the clouds. It feels so wonderful to be myself again...Happy. I figured out why I've been so...so... out of it. I havent been exersizing as much as I use to! I'm serious! For 2 years I've been excersizing constantly, but recently I've been a LAZY ass! For ( Read more... )

wow..tonight was amazing. Jeff went to boxing with me, we decided to go to Subway then play some DDR. We just talked and talked, i understand everything now, and i'm actually on his side. I understood everything, and he feels SO much better. I reminded him that he's my best guy friend, i love him, and that he can tell me anything ( Read more... )