45 for jacket
30 for earrings in mt hope
12 for book at b and n
55 for massage near quaker
80 for duvet
60 for perfume
50 for shoes maybe
go to bed bath and beyond, b and n, new hope, spa...maybe casino...

how much i hate you

i spent my birthday in the ER, and the last week trying to find friends, and money and a place to live and food to eat. i came home to shower when my mom left to go to delaware...bully for me.

i'm having a hard time holding it together, in fact i'm apart. in pieces. i feel like i've gone over niagara in a barrel. and survived just long enough to feel the pain of the rocks at the bottom. how can i go on?

life is like a box of chocolates. and i'm allergic to chocolate.

i'm scared and alone and sad and i have pain and my heart hurts and i'm sick.

1. Yourself: annabel ( Read more... )

i'm confused, i need an adult.

i've been talked to, yelled at, high. drunk. fucked. fingered. cuddled, curdled, sad, happy, rode, slapped, wringed out,
undressed, dressed up, cleaned, shaved and hollowed out. hmmm. eventful.

take some time and jot some things about both yours and mt favourite person: me ( Read more... )