It's been nearly a year since the last time I wrote in here. I noticed that during my absence some people removed me from their lists and some people like myself just stopped writing. I might as well make a post for 2010. Who knows I may actually start using this thing again ( Read more... )

It's a good thing I'm meeting up with the guys at ASU today to freerun cuz my restlessness this week has come to a head. I feel like I need to be doing something or explode. I'm trying to avoid going to the gym before hand since I don't want to be fatigued later. Freerunning for +3 hrs is tiring enough when you do have all your energy ( Read more... )

"There comes a time in every man's life when he's gt to handle shit on his on. Can't depend on friends to help you in a squeeze. Please, they've got problems of their own ( Read more... )

Just got home from my shift at the porn shop. It was pretty slow tonight. I was shocked considering the last 4 days. Not that I minded spending my shift sitting around flipping thru product catalogs. I figure I might as well have some clue as to the things my store sales ( Read more... )

I look back on a lot of events in my life and so much has changed that that it's almost hard to believe some ever happened. I wonder how I never noticed certain things. If I had earlier, how different would things be? Involvement with people I know for example. How likely would I have been to interact with some if I had realized small things that ( Read more... )

There's nothing like a moment, where for a brief few seconds takes you away from the negative. As the days pass I sleep less. I hate my job with a passion, and would like nothing more than to have enough time and money for school. While I'm pretty much over the idea of being in a relationship at any time in the future, there are pangs of loneliness ( Read more... )

After last night I'm gonna have to make a retraction to previous enties entry. There is one person I truly believe gives a shit about me and has my back here in Shitville. That's not a lot considering the number of people I'm acquainted with, but I'll gladly take it ( Read more... )

Since I had to close tonight at work, I dropped by to see Mara on my lunch break. I'm glad I did, it instantly made me forget how tired I was and how crappy my job is. Unfortunately, with only a half hour for lunch, our time was short. When it it was time to leave, I said, "Ok baby, daddy has to go back to work." She responded with, "No, daddy. No ( Read more... )

Alone... lost... confused... disillusioned... angry

Today was a good day. I completely forgot what it was like to to feel good. *[i]"To let all that does not truly matter slide"[/i].The early morn had it's rough spots. That changed later. I spent time with the people I treasure most and got to do nice things for them. Something I haven't been able to do in so long. It's cheesy, but it makes me feel ( Read more... )