yeah so it has literally been months since i have updated my lj....there is so much that has happened over the summer...we will just sum things up ( Read more... )

so yeah this weekend was interesting...to say the least. i had a few situations that i dont care to ever experience again. i hate it when you feel you can trust someone and they completely disappoint you ( Read more... )

wow, it been a while....school will be over in a few weeks. life will be good. with guys everything just seems to fall out of place. slip into a scary mist and fog your every thought. you look to the sun to guide you in it morning beams....but you could step in some unseen hole and fall forever. so you follow the light, not knowing your way... ( Read more... )

much has happen in the past ( Read more... )

john i am so completely jealous of you.... why couldnt you have invited me to come and see death cab. it didnt help when van reminded me today. i was in a bad enough mood already ( Read more... )

keeping my self busy as usual. got venner dinner theater coming up and all of you better come. i mean i know half of you are in it but you better be there.

just been hanging out with all my lovely friends around town.

well thats about it so i will talk to you all later.
love ya all
bye bye

sorry it has been so long since i have updated....i am sure you all were worried i was like dead or something. well to be honest in a sense i was, i mean like i was dead to the whole concept of sitting here and typing out all this boring information about what is happening in my life ( Read more... )

confusion overrules my life today ( Read more... )

Isnt it amazing how one conversation can make things sooo much better...just a little understanding and consideration. Well if you havnt figured it out yet nick and i broke up on thursday of last week and it was really hard on me. but now that we have gotten the chance to talk and work things through....and understand the others intentions....we ( Read more... )

i dont think 18 is going to be that big a deal.....but we have to wait until tomorrow to find out, well wont we. i am in a rather depressed mood and i know that is probably affecting the out look on the fact that tomorrow is my birthday. if you love me give me a call or talk to me at school. i can use all the hugs i can get right now ( Read more... )