for the first time in ages, i think im becoming happy again. ive started to realize what i need and what i enjoy, and ive filtered out everything that hinders me and keeps me from success. its strange, walking by a reflective surface and seeing my own face smiling back at me. in fact, its outright fucked.....the worst part is i think i enjoy it ( Read more... )

breathing in air ( Read more... )

its funny, i used to be so optimistic, almost to a fault. but i figured that was all based on the innocence of youth. i then became very jaded and angry, which turned into cynicism. i blamed everything on that. but then i somehow became optimistic again, and i laughed at how short lived it was. i dont know whether to give up again, or ignore ( Read more... )

what would happen in a simple train ( Read more... )

how is it that something we all experience every day, for many years, is still incapable of being fully understood. what is life ( Read more... )

life goes up and down and everybody knows its broke.....

history repeats itself
but is it going to be at the expense of history itself
or will it in turn create a better future?
lessons learned
learning lessons...

i sat at work today, and pondered over existence. i was wondering how much choice we actually have in life ( Read more... )

how many times can a waiting ear be deafened by silence?
i can still hear your voice as i dream without sleep....

who was i kidding
i cant do it
work it is,

all work and no play....