working night shifts was something that was great when i was 19. the moon always seemed to exist as a superior sun. not as bright, didnt burn my skin...it was great. i never thought i would ever utter the phrase 'i miss sunlight ( Read more... )

while i havnt typed anything into these pages for awhile, my thought process has not been void of its ongoing dilemmas ( Read more... )

how do you respond to ...'which way would you choose for your mother to die'

...as i walked into its placid, white, walls..i noticed that there was a cold silence around me. leaning forward i triggered the password of my future event, and toggled the knob just so that everything would be perfect. undressing, i leave myself compltely vulnerable to the world, and i step forth, throwing a thin curtain aside. steam encumbers ( Read more... )

for some fucked up reason, after so many years
after working so hard to let go
and after lying to myself to make it seem better
i still see the fucking rabbits
and i want to feed them a leaf

its funny how a solution to a problem tends to cause a worse situation ( Read more... )

the endless horizon is set ablaze ( Read more... )

as the ocean drifts through you ( Read more... )

candles and twilight ( Read more... )

ive read about three different people in my past today...all of them are doing things they criticized me for. bad/no job, no money, mooching life off people, using people, and being a mass of useless. LOL....this sadly makes my fucking day. im now sitting in a job that will be paying me 21/hr soon, i have a nice nest egg to fall on if things ( Read more... )