My chest rises and falls quickly with my heavy breathing. I cant believe my ears. Stabbing my hears with pencils would be nice so i could only hear the pulsing of my heart while blood runs from my ears. Sometimes u make me feel so stupid. I feel useless anyhow.  I feel like i have waisted all that i worked so hard for in school to just give up. ( Read more... )

At work today I took a gander at todays Repository. I found an article on Spongbob stating that he is gay along with these following characters and these reasons;

• Dora the Explorer: A girl who can read a map? Well, there u have it.
• Superman: Dresses too wll for a reporter. Secretly wears tights. Never makes a move on the woman on whom he ( Read more... )

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Christmas was great. My brother's xmas gift to me from him was getting stoned with me. It was funny to watch my brother stoned. LOL... anyways, yeah, xmas was pretty nice though. I miss hanging with my bro.

Started my new job yesterday waitressing. Rich started today. We both work in the same place. I had lots of fun with my new fellow emploies. We all got stoned and shit. It was funny. Then we thing this one guy is stalking Megan. Poor girl. Though it was cute that he left flowers of her on the steps. Aw.

I'm living in Perry now. Its weird because i'm not familar with anything out here. Sure my friends and I drove up and down Lincoln Way alot, but i dont know to much about this town ( Read more... )

So fucking irritated right now.

computer wont work right. Cant get to the site i want.

I got the hickups that wont stop AT ALL!!!

my ass hurts. I hate sitting around all day.

I'm tire of being homeless.

BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, I have once again been kicked out of my house. My mom never wants me there again and u know what, thats fine. I guess... She also informed me that I have failed school because I have missed so many days. I feel horible about that! I dont know what to say to myself. There are no excuses. I feel like the shit of the world. Now its either off to ( Read more... )

Well, it wednesday. I spent the 29th, 28th, and 30th in a psycward. I hated it there only for the fact that I couldnt do what I wanted, I couldnt talk to Rich and I had to go to bed at 9... But anyways. It was fking crazy. My mom put me in there because she found my spiral journal that said stuff about me wanting to kill myself and others. But she ( Read more... )

Here's some pictures of me and Maddie. We were having fun with a picture phone...


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