So, as my new years resolution..iv'e decideded to start the year out with a fresh start. Iv'e put away and forgotten all of my regrets- they are now in the past. And the hardest thing to forget about was the few guys that i *thought* i was in love with. Im now realizing that this so called *love* (that i have yet to find) was momentarily mere ( Read more... )

so, ive decided to get my GED. my mom and i were talking yesdsterday and decided its whats best for me. The hight school sucks, i hate it and wont go back. Im gonna get my GED and then take college classes. im so happy. It sucks having to leave my friends..and my boyfriend mostly. but im still gonna be able to hang out with them. i just hope ( Read more... )

i havnt written in a long time. wow. so, my life couldnt be more perfect. i have the best boyfriend in the world. he makes me incredibly happy. i love him so much. we got to hang out all day saturday. we went some park (for my brothers trackmeet) and walked around for like four hours. and my brothers friend (justin parker) kind of followed us ( Read more... )

yesterday was really fun. i went to my friend natashas house in grants pass at like 10:30 at night. my mom was awesomely willing to take me that late. so, when i got there...me tash and her brother decided to walk around town. her mom also gave us five dollars each to get something to eat. GO CATHY!!! we walked around for like an hour and a half. ( Read more... )

so, i finally started my job today. its preety cool. my job is taking care of an eight year old with downsyndrome. it is kind of hard, cause he likes to say "NO" to you a lot when you ask him to do something and always runs off. i am learning how to be stern with him though. i work six hours a day, four days a week...getting $700 a month. i love ( Read more... )

hawthorne heights-ohio is for lovers
vertical horizon-best i ever had
story of the year-until the day i die
blink 182-stay together for the kids
alanis morissette-head over feet

sorry, way to lazy to tag peoples

today was pure boredom. me and angel did nothing but sit around. we both woke up this morning, sure that we would start our diet today, but ofcourse we kept seeing really good food, deeply tempting us. it was horrible. ya, and what really helps the most is my mom came in my room and was like "do you guys want some hershey bars." damn her. who could ( Read more... )

shit!!!i havnt written in a while. well, today angel and i went tanning and blasted music (mest). we tanned for like an hour or so..got really hott and decided to dump freezing cold water on us. then we got wash rags and soaked them in water...and then throwing them at eachother. we also acted like it was pizza dough, throwing the rags in the air ( Read more... )

i am so happy..me and angel finally get to hang out now. its been a whole "MONTH". she got to stay the night at my house last night..and im gonna go over to hers today. sweet. we slept out on my truck. it was really cool..until my fucking cat jumped up and scared the shit out of me. but...then i sacred angel and told her there was a bear right by ( Read more... )

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq
• You must tell 9 people about this game.
• kaden is the one that you love.
• tom is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about angel.
• brandy is the one who knows you very well.
• john is your lucky star.
• feeling this is the song that matches with kaden.
• truly madly deeply is the song for tom.
• i swear is the song ( Read more... )