I have not updated in 1.875 million years because basically I have not much going on in my life. BUT, I recently decided that since I don't want to live with mommy and daddy after I graduate and I have to wait like 2 years before Ian graduates and buys me a house that I am going to go to grad school. SO, I looked into it and the program that I ( Read more... )

i did not get lost. i made it to the summit. it was the best experience of my life. it was also the most painful. i'm still in pain. but i climbed to the top of a 14,005 foot mountain and it was worth it. i'm really proud of me and i can go back to michigan in two weeks and feel like i really accomplished something this summer.

Saturday I'm gonna climb mount of the holy cross and I'll be a cool mountain climber and maybe I will get lost and never come back and I'll be in the news and people will bring dogs and look for me. woo-hoo for enjoying my last weeks in the CO.

I have been sitting alone in the US Forest Service office for like 6.5 hours. No one has come in. One person called. I have finished an insane amount of Sudoku puzzles. I sang a song to myself. Outloud. I found some pleasure in smuggling Smokey Bear shwag from the backroom into my car. Two bumper stickers, two temporary tattoos, a pencil, ( Read more... )

Saturday morning I got up at 2am and drove down a crazy ass dirt road with Sarah and walked 3 miles in the woods in the pitch dark (and didn't die!) and then climbed a 13,000 foot mountain and watched the sunrise. It was just about the stupidest/coolest thing that I have ever done. In hindsight, I think I am lucky that I wasn't eaten by a ( Read more... )

i hate pneumonia. i can't breathe and i feel like someone is continuously hitting me over the head with a 2x4. i'm bored out of my fucking mind and none of my animals want to play/cuddle with me. i feel very rejected. i want to go to an arbor and visit the girls by i don't have any money and my car has no gas. i have been reduced to sitting ( Read more... )

it's 5:20am and I jsut finished my last shift with the Thursday night gang at JimmyJohns and I am sad. No more line 43. Not cool.

Ian got a co-op in Southfield so he's going to be home until next January! YAY! That means that we can have a real relationship and I will be much happier because I will not be sex deprived all the time!

I'm going to be in Colorado for the summer. I'm totally stoked/scared. Last summer Ian and I talked about how we were going to both get internships in CO this summer. I did. He did not. So that sucks because I can't just come home from CO for the weekend and I'm totally going to miss him. Summer is supposed to be our time since the school ( Read more... )

I hoped because it was 21 it would be different, but no. The closer I get to my birthday, the more I hope that I just sleep right through it. I HATE birthdays. Someone ALWAYS finds a way to let me down big time or make me feel unimportant, which is not all that different from a normal day, but it hurts more because you're supposed to feel (and ( Read more... )