AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ( Read more... )

How can you make this easy? As much as this may only need my consent which seems as easy as easy can possibly get in this life...it happens to be quite difficult. As much as i want to fall into this all over again there is no denying it would never be the same...if the first time was what i dreamed of to begin with. in my crazy little fantasy that ( Read more... )

there were a million apologies that first time ( Read more... )

why did it have to come down to this? it didnt fade away or die down slowly. i have to watch my life being torn a part without the option of saving it. i gave what i could to someone who only knows how to take away. a lot of the time by force. ive never really got the phrase paralyzed with fear until know. my lips quiver, i cant move...nothing ( Read more... )

im trying to imagine how people can stay together for all of their lives. we are so different. polar opposites if you were to see. its very difficult to be on the same page. this place im in is respectless. well, i can change how i teach my kid, i dont think i could ever change how someone feels towards me. there used to be that look like i was ( Read more... )

do you know what its like to be in love? theres a really bad feeling when that love is lost forever and you know your stuck loveless forever. love comes in this big package that makes anyone feel completely comforted. what do you do when a person doesnt care to listen? what if that person listens but could care less? i dont care what you say. a ( Read more... )

why cant families stay together? why does everyone judge so harshly? im sitting here watching someone very close to me change so dramatically. of all the things doctors cannot come up with a cure for. death cannot possibly be as bad as driving a person insane by making them lose everything. she knows shes losing it. because of that its so easy to ( Read more... )

im just gonna add really quick.

i HATE not being in control of my life.

your uneducated if you think you dont have dozens of oppurtunities open to you. ive been to that point where i feel like ive been enclosed and somehow everyone has come to hate me. i get it. im weird. but, thats me..thats how i feel i should be. people will always love you. even if they dont know whats best for you. they know what they think is ( Read more... )

i couldnt fit the way im feeling right now into a million words ( Read more... )