Hmmmmm, I have lost a boat load of patience. I've spent far too much time and energy and batteries on listening to a person i am derived from. when your husband ever brings up power of attorney when they are 19 youre not very much at ease. this is because youve spent the past 5 years listening to the news without having a clue and now ever so ( Read more... )

I'm excited, and that is rare these days. I am excited for something that aint gonna happen for another 2 months but nonetheless excited ( Read more... )

Okay, so I am overdue for a vacation due to added stresses and constant worrying along with completely mad boredom of deployments. So my sister, who seems to have a happy life with friends and boyfriend (boy how these gals take their men for granted)gets to go on 3 vacations in a damn row. The biggest being Disneyworld. I cannot say I am so jealous ( Read more... )

kaylen is now 13 months. 5 more months and the clingy stage is over. yay! there can be a dozen people in the room but when i leave its screaming and screaming until i come back or she eventually forgets about me. i look at it as her way of saying i love you, hehe. im pretty moody and bitchy lately. people will think differently so i just live with ( Read more... )

i know no one reads this but thats okay now, i realize i just got up and went. i have my 2 important people and out of them, well the world just frustrates me. i started to have a pissy day when i picked my mom up at the hospital. i feel like im walking on pins and needles with my family. they dont realize how much i love my husband and how ( Read more... )

i got to talk to jason today, it made my morning better shall i say. my mum had a heart attack this morning but i found it more important to take the rare chance and talk to my husband. my sisters got pissed at me but i dont even feel like part of my family much anymore. anytime could be the last time i talk to him or see him so i wish people could ( Read more... )

so im home and my husbands gone for a week now but it seems like a year despite how busy ive been keeping myself. kaylens 8 monts now and very smart. shes getting into sitting but thank heavens not crawling, just attempting to by shaking her butt in the air. anywho, im bored and really just kind of depressed in a worry constantly way. i miss texas ( Read more... )

I didnt know anyone could change this much in a year. I learned a lot from my 4 month old daughter and im still learning. if you think falling in love is all to life youre missing out on the biggest love you could possibly endure. What can i possibly say? ive disappeared off the face of the earth for the past year. im between states and its ( Read more... )

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ive never been so overly joyed but dead apathetic or really its just as simple as im sad...im more like a complete basketcase. i cant even use the restroom without balling. you know, its difficult for me to do what i want or confess some things but i know i actually want this. it may be that im still very uncomfortable confronting it or talking ( Read more... )