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i don't know what i want ( Read more... )

this is for you:

"Suddenly it makes sense again. In no haze of mindfulness, staring down at this snow-covered quilt of America, I am the stars exploding. Voice shot down to hell, half sick, half recovered, alive and well and ready. The unknown for now will remain as such and in this moment that feeling is not one of suspension. It is the hopeful ( Read more... )

the first nice weekend of spring---awesome ( Read more... )

in sixty-nine i was twenty-one and i called the road my own
i dont know when that road turned onto the road i'm on.

i do love jackson browne.

you know that when the truth is told
you can get what you want
or you can just get old.

i am a slight shmuck.  it pisses me off when i people write and say that valentines day is stupid bc "why should you say i love you just once a year blah blah blah."  just because i celebrate the holiday doesn't mean i don't appreciate and express my love the other 364 days a year!  stupid.

derek and i are celebrating our "official" 3 year ( Read more... )

my heart beats way too fast
to let regret sit in my lap
i won't let it pass me by again.
-the hush sound

i am so nervous for monday, i cannot even express it.  cross your fingers for me.  this is a really good opportunity and i'm equally excited as i am scared.

i hope i can sleep.

and this, right here, is clarity. 

READ:

http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,324966,00.html

seriously?  i'm so mad i can barely speak.