since I've updated this thing. && alot has happened ( Read more... )

my birthday was awesome. <3

john is a sweetheart. <333
we went to friendlys after school.
then he left for several mins and said he'd be back.
and he went to pick up his order of two dozen roses for me.
<3
but they screwed up on the order and it wasn't coming in for two more days.
so he just got me a single rose.
it was so sweet. <3 ( Read more... )

what the hell is up nina's ass ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in this thing in a month or so ( Read more... )

so me and john broke up. idk if this is it this time or what. idk anything anymore. i really dont. i hate this.. we talked about everything today and hes just got alot put on his shoulders right now. like i dont want to get into it all cause its just personal stuff going on for him and its really not my business to be telling on here.. but also ( Read more... )

Just when you think you've got it all figured out, that at this moment in time nothing could be better than what it possibly is now, something side-swipes you and catches you completly off guard. You sensed the signs were there, you might have even questioned the path/course, but you tried not to face it head on. You tried to put it off and mold it ( Read more... )

This past week has been one of the most strange weeks i've had in quite some time.
First it started of kinda crappy. I was just thinking over all these things. But having Paul to talk to about everything and to chill with made me feel alot better. He's always there to help and listen and he gives really good advice. He's a good friend. :)

Then I ( Read more... )

Just putting this link in here for my own reference so I remember what site I got my new layout from. ((http://www.createblog.com/layouts/download.php?id=13366)) Just ignore this post. :)

I'm in such an awesome mood right now.
There are like no words to describe it.
My brother is going to bring me down to Normandy Farms tomorrow to see John!!!! =D!!
YAAAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAAAAAAY! roflolmao. haha. w00t w00t!! :P
I love being weird/crazy..normal is just so overrated. :P <3
::sigh:: Life is great. ^_^ <33333333 ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated this thing in ages.
Too much to say.. too little time.
So in summary, John & I are doing great.
I love him more than anyone will ever know.
I can't believe it's almost 5 months already. <3 ( Read more... )