if i stop pedling the computer stops working... ive burnt 70 calories while typing in livejournal aahaahahhaaa this is amazing

i just thought id let everyone know that i joined a gym today and i am updating from a cycle... so all you lazy fucks out there in cyberspace have no more excuses hahahahahahahaha

i can never decide if my life is terrible or amazing. its hard to tell if i love or hate myself. i do know that i love my dad though so dont worry ill never have too much metal in my face or put on a pair of jencos. i love drinking. everyday. night. fucking breakfast if it was just a tad more socially accepted. my dog is wearing rhinestones on her ( Read more... )

i cant beleive you havent seen this coming. youre losing everything and youre clueless. your friends are giving up on you. and now the one person ive trusted more than anything else in this world seems to have never existed. i may not be be the most emotionally stable person i know but at least im me. youve changed so much throughout your entire ( Read more... )

its been awhile.... yup.

ive never been so scared and confused and at a complete loss for words actions and emotions. im waiting for this storm to blow over but it feels as though its getting worse and im slowly drowning.

does anyone else feel the world collapsing?

getting ahold of someone who will try to give a damn shouldnt be so hard.
i miss the way things used to be and i hate the way things are.
i have faith in florida and thats why ill give it another chance.. and another.. and another..
if you care, give me a call.
i dont get many phone calls these days.

this friday= something cool.

everyone join me.

727-399-0596

who needs reasons when you've got heroin?

i feel like im screaming quite literally towards everyone for help and all i get in return are comments about how stupid i look.