hey everyone!!! this is my new livejournal.. Add me!!!

myxapology

hey everyone i have a new username!!!! myxapology!!! everyone add me! and ill add u back.... plus can someone show me how to make a lj friends only!?!?!? thanks

OOOOOMMMMGGG!!! Does anyone know who MadCap is?!?!?! That song lovesick is soooo dame cute and sweet i love it!!!!! LoL!!!

YaY ALex came back....

I love your guitar stace.. its soo sexsay!!!!!!!  I miss you heather!!!!!

Hey.. I know everyone probably hates me for what happened. Or someone is really angry with me, but i am really sorry. My doctor told me tat i probably do it because when i do, i dont even know. And the last straw for my body was that and she said the reason i went to my brother crying was because i knew that i needed help. I hope that everyone ( Read more... )

Only my friends would understand what this means.... the time i got in a fight with ben and he cried... look at this song........  juss parts of it tho....

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to ( Read more... )

HEY......  Tomorrow is going to be a fucked day. My Uncle Wrays birthday and Ben's been dead a week. I cant believe it. I cant believe it. I cry more because its starting to kick in now. Omg.. I cant believe hes gone. My love..... My life ..........

"Long Goodnight"

every attempt to... is filled with holes it reads like a polygraph i'm told. i'm ( Read more... )

I know hes gone. And the scariest thing is that i cant change it. I usually work my way out of everything; grades, anything... Hes something that i have to cope with and i cant deal with it. If i think about it i cry. I saw a lunch ticket yesterday with the date February 2 of 2004 yesterday and i wanted to break down in tears, but i couldnt. I am ( Read more... )

hey everyone. i am getting a little better. i am better than i was before, but i still cry myself to sleep. i love all of my friends so much if they werent here i dont know what i would do.. thanks to all.. i love you with all my heart. at least im telling u guys in time thati love u ........

'cause i am due for a miracle
i'm waiting for a sign
i'll stare straight into the sun
and i won't close my eyes
'til i understand or go blind

I am never going to speak or love again. The one person i loved is now gone and i will never see them again. I dont htin k i hav eever been this suicidal. But to all of my friends if im not there i will always love you.. Forever and always...