random things ( Read more... )

so back at penn. it's wierd. very mixed feelings. i love the place. and i was sooo excited to get back. but now i'm back and i'm doing work in my room all night. and it's odd cause that is making me happy... doing work.. it's also making me other things. but it's weird cause seeing turza at columbia also made me realize. i could fit there too. and ( Read more... )

yesterday was fun. chilled with ben and deena and saw adoptation for the first time. it was awesome plus the screaming, holding deenas hand, sing along, and discussion of the philosophy of the movie was cool touches. we have so many more movies to see... and a long summmer of dc heat to do it in! it'll be fun... our late night movie fiascos ( Read more... )

sometimes being nice and sweet and forgiving hurts like a bitch. it definately only makes me less attractive and desirable. more taken for granted. maybe them penn girls are right. and maria. be a princess and demand what you deserve. otherwise you'll just end up being upset and then apologized to time and time again ( Read more... )

as upset as i was a couple hours ago. i am happy now. because for once i stopped myself before i really got hurt and used and screwed. i always have had this tendancy, with friends, and boyfrineds, of being walked all over because i'm a push over ( Read more... )

i know i am. it's not that hard to tell. everyday when i get up. when i get dressed. when i walk around campus. when i watch other i's wander ( Read more... )

[spell your first name backwards] anna.... Sooo boring ( Read more... )

Firsts ( Read more... )

"am i humbert humbert whose desired object is lolita whose desired object is material goods. or am i material goods, the object of desire of lolita, in turn the object of desire of humbert humbert ( Read more... )

Happy Valentine's day everyone ( Read more... )