i hate the city. its starting to drain me. i want to move back to the country where i belong. i was never cut out for this high stress, fast paced go go go lifestyle. i need space, i need fresh air and trees and grass and fresh water. *sigh* daaniël and i have agreed that as soon as we can, we are leaving the portland area and going somewhere ( Read more... )

i <3 paula dean

i wish she was my mom so she could cook for me all the time...

hmm...i havnt eaten in 2 days....no wonder ive lost 20+ lbs....

im going to subway and not going to school today! yay!

I am out of a job as of wednsday, Daaniël is out of a job as of jan 1st....this sucks. but we played in the snow in downtown portland today. we had a snowball fight outside his office building, then made out and got teased by one of his co-workers. its kinda amazing how happy i am right now. it reasures me that this is where i am supposed to be. i ( Read more... )

i just found out that david was going to propose to me soon. it was really on his mind when i broke up with him...talk about a stab in the heart....

i just came to the realization that i no longer have any friends. david told me straight to my face that he hates me, and so does just about everyone else i thought of as a friend. i dont know how i feel about this really ( Read more... )

i just saw this comercial on tv for this kids laptop thing ( Read more... )

this is my new kitten Tack and i love her...so should you


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*waves bye to vancouver*

see ya'll around sometime...im outa here!

*packing away*