I hate the way i feel about you, you make me want to forget everything about you. but yet at the same time i can't stop thinking about you. What the hell is wrong with me?? like really, its funny a person always wants something they can't have, than once they do have it they take it all for granted and i hate that, and i am one of those people, grr ( Read more... )

I'm falling into pieces, and if you don't see through it yet, you will soon...its as clear as crystal waiting to be broken...all hopes and dreams are gone...

Dear Dianne, December 15, 2005 ( Read more... )

I try to hard to get some thing and than it never comes to me. than when i don't want it, it comes to me. i don't know what to do with myself i feel so dumb for actually thinking i could get you back... man am i dumb you were playing me for a fool, and i took it. Its so hard to ignore it anymore...you say its the best thing, maybe your right but im ( Read more... )

Well lets just say girls that guys..well boys are confusing. i mean if you like some one you should tell them right? when you have nothing to lose its not bad. But in my case,well i do not know what to do.. i like Randy, but Randy doesn't like moi! so than i don't want to waste his time along with my own by saying that, than there is another guy ( Read more... )

A lot has happened in the last little while of being single! i cannot believe the things i've seen and done!! lol wow they were a blast i do admit. But for once i want to get noticed, like i mean in a way of a guy actually liking me and not using me for something that i thought.. well maybe if i give them anything they will date me! wow its funny ( Read more... )

its odd and all but i can't stop thinking about Matt, he's always on my mind, and we talk like everyday either on MSN or the phone. i mean i like talking to him, but i just miss us, like i love being friends there is no doubt but i still have major feelings that aren't exactly easily put off, like he told me he did. he said by not thinking about me ( Read more... )

I don't understand two years of knowing each other and nothing, i hear nothing from you. What the hell is your problem, we were suppose to be friends, friends talk to each other, no matter what. You don't even talk to me, yea you may have a new girlfriend, but that shouldn't stop you from talking to me. i don't get you. We once "Loved" each other ( Read more... )

wow things are weird now everything and everyone is falling apart in some way or another... like it seems if i don't call a person its my fault b/c we don't talk?? odd is it not you have hands and finger tips and possibly a telephone???hmmm funny how those things work out... it seems that it is always one persons' fault when it comes to talking or ( Read more... )

well on a good note i passed my math exam and now i am for sure graduating YAY for me... katie got her dress and i am so happy that she is going b/c well it just wouldn't be the same without her! anyway the reason why i am upset is b/c well i just found out today that i am not going in with Guy to grad like the limo!! and this made me upset b/c he ( Read more... )