This weekend was a lot of fun, i went to my cabin alone on friday to see my parents because i miss them. they have been gone for two weeks and i am a wimp. So sunday night i came home because my buds wanted to see MOI...i feel special... anyway so i had a few peeps over and ya it turned out great in the beginning but then turned out really messed ( Read more... )

i started my new job today, its really cool, but also very hard b/c i have to know a lot. But i do have some major HOTTIES on my hands...OUCH damn they hot! anyway aside from that, i think i am going to have a good time working there. People are great and they know me as the new girl,well duh since i'm new...haha..ugh only funny to me lol. So yea ( Read more... )

For the first and last time i poured my heart out to Matt on wednesday night, i told him that i was still in love with him. Its just i have been trying to get him off my mind by replacing him with other guys, and it doesnt do a thing it just makes me want to be with him even more. On that night he told me how he felt about me. It was such a slap in ( Read more... )

Last week was my birthday, so on thursday i had a couple people over just to have a good time nothing crazy, just some good quality fun. So the night turned out great aside from a couple things but hey thats how things go. So Danielle, Justin, Jeremy, katie, and Dainen slept over. If you don't know who Dainen is, he is Matt's best guy friend who ( Read more... )

I hate feelings, so yeah gotta love them when they get broken in half...makes you feel real GOOD! I really want to just pick up all of my shit and leave. Move on to new and better things, which wont happen! HA! what a joke my fucking life is a joke! See Ya....

i have been so sick for this last week, and i mean i am so drained. its sucks, earaches, coughing up blood and infection, and i am sore every where.... i hate being sick! i needed to let that out! bye!

Well Wednesday the 15th i found out that my grandmother had passed away while i was at work, So i was pretty upset and didn't know what to do with myself, So my boss is like when do you need time off b/c i'll give you any time that you want or need. So i drove to Matt's house and saw him, and than we went to my house talked with my parents, than i ( Read more... )

I hate that you now know everything and still do nothing about it, you sit there and watch me cry to you, and you just say everything will be alright, well i know that, but frick'en saying that isn't going to solve anything as to how i feel. You think it will but it wont, i'm hurting inside and you just sit there saying don't worry about it. WEll ( Read more... )

This morning i was awakened by the sounds of my daddy saying "Dianne you should get up and come help Marty, He Doesn't look good". So i got up and well my little Miniature Hamster was dying, yes yes i know a lot of you guys think i'm a dumb ass to be so upset about this. Well first it was a gift from Matt like almost two years ago when we were ( Read more... )

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