It has been ages since i wrote in here. I moved into a nice little place with my two best friends ans I am generally happy. After today, or possibly tomorrow i will have intrernet hookup in my new place and I, as well as M, can get back into the realm of online. I sound like a dork, please escuse my dorkatude....it never really goes away. Anyway, I ( Read more... )

Melissa Etheridge is a fucking Genius!!! ONLY she could write a song by mixing gay rights and american freedom. pure talent!

Tuesday Morning ( Read more... )

Im back at work. i hate it but oh well it is easy and it is money. no space to bitch. I gave M the car last night while i worked. when i got in it this morning it was full of heavy mojo. yes, heavy mojo. no not heavy hobos, that would have taken a lot more than visulation and spiritual cleansing to get rid of ( Read more... )

i love Katharine Hepburn. Darn her for dying on my birthday. If you have never seen and of her movies.....see some! she is fabulous!!!!!!!!!

amazing how one person can effect your life so much. today i purposly wore some different clothes. I have been wearing the same outfit for weeks. i must have looked horrible. I took my meds today ALL of them and im now in the middle of cleaning. I think i could clean all week with no break and still not make a dent, but im trying. I seem to say ( Read more... )

again i feel like im losing my mind. im not sure how to stop it but im going to increase my meds and call that shrink. i should have called months ago but as usual i had to have emily flip out on me to get anything accomplished. why am i like that? i was never like that before. or maybe no one cared to tell me to get off my ass before. whatever. I ( Read more... )

As some of you may know, I got a job. I now work at Lancaster Peds and I love it. I just got home from my third day and I still like it. This is very good news. Everyone is so nice and I am starting to catch on. There is a lot I have to learn, but it is coming. My social life has taken a fall. I am working days, which I am not used to. Monday I ( Read more... )

Never have I heard these two things said to me....in the same night before ( Read more... )

in less than an hour I am going to my interview. Drinking water like it will save my life. Well, it might. Thanks again Rick for peeking into my little secrets in this machine. aaah....nervous!

I want to thank Rick for a night of fun. i know that sounds lame but we got along very well and I enjoyed myself. Also thanks for doctoring my machinee and introducing me to new music. i have an interview in seven hours and I can't wait. hopefully this is the end to being broke. and this is the end of my being awake.