I don't know when, but soon I'm going to sit down and actually fix around my friends list. People that shouldn't be there won't be there anymore and my journal will become friends only. Only people that I think actually read my journal will be on my list. Others will have to give me some sort of reason why I should let them read my private ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I've had an actual update. Not much is going on in my life, except for things going wrong and getting worse. That was expected though. One of my managers from work has a band that he's in and I really like their music. It rocks. The name of the band is Third Rail and you should all somehow buy their CD. It's so ( Read more... )

I think that I can honestly say that you can't hurt me anymore. I think I can finally say it's over. I think I can finally breathe on my own again. Goodbye. Fuck off. Don't hurt me anymore.

-Ravin C.

I wonder how long before I can't handle anything anymore... I wonder how long before things get worse... I wonder how long before I can finally sleep everything away...

Not long at all...

It's time that you found another victim, because I won't be it anymore. I won't be a part of your little fucking head games anymore. I'm through. Have a fun life. Do whatever makes you happy. Do it until it kills you. Just don't ask me for help anymore, because I WON'T be there for you. Goodbye and fuck you!

FUCK THIS SHIT!! I'm through. It's over. Time to move on. I'M DONE!!!

I'm bored, so I figured that I'd update my journal. I don't really write in this that much anymore. I don't really say anything that I'm thinking in it anymore either. I guess I don't really let anyone know what I'm really thinking anymore. It's not like it actually matters. If I'm depressed, I'll still be depressed even if I let someone know ( Read more... )

I made a decision a while ago, but now that I think about it I don't know if it was the right decision. I guess it's too late to change my mind though. That sucks. Well, I'm out.

Te ador mi amor
-Ravin C.

It feels like my head is being fucked with. It really does. Why does it always happen like this? Why does it always happen to me? You know what? FUCK YOU TOO!

Okay, so I figured out what I want, but I don't know how to go about it because no matter what I do, I'm going to feel really fucked up. Wow... This sucks ass...