Oh my god, this is so fucked up for my head right now. I really don't know what to think anymore. FUCK OFF!! Things were starting to get simple again. Damnit! Now I think I'm going to go sleep in a corner and hope that I don't wake up.

Holy Halo party wasn't nearly as big as it was supposed to be. Oh well, it was still fun to be pwned by John G. while destroying Nova. I have a bit of a dilema on my hands now don't I? Whit-a-nator, K-Dizzle, and Nick-san know what I'm talking about. I just don't know what I'm supposed to do. I need backup... Yet, at the same time I don't ( Read more... )

You asked me if that's what I wanted. You know it isn't what I wanted... but it's easier this way. It's easier than making you choose. It's easier than waiting for you to choose. It's just easier... yet so much harder at the same time. I don't know what else to say. I guess this is goodbye then... Goodbye

-Ravin C.

How I'm feeling right now: used, forgotten, worthless, sad, lonely, drained, empty. Shall I go on? I don't think so.

I think it's almost over for me...

Yeah, so that wasn't something that I expected to happen. What a really fucked up night for the emotions...

Yeah, so the past few days have made me SO VERY CONFUSED!! I just don't know what to do anymore...

I need someone to talk to, yet I don't want to speak. I need someone to hear me without me saying anything. I need someone to know me without running away. I need someone to hold me without being close. I need someone to see me without seeing the facade. I need someone to be there for me when I need them the most. I need someone now, because ( Read more... )

Things suck. Went to go see The Village last night with Kendall. DON'T SEE THAT MOVIE!! It's horrible. Find something better. ANYTHING is better! I got random calls last night, but I really didn't want to answer my phone. I wasn't in a talking mood. Later, when I checked, I found that Kendall, Cindy, and some strange number called me. ( Read more... )

Tell me one more time as I hold your hand that you don't love me ( Read more... )