Awesome. I managed to fuck up doing exactly what someone wanted. Go me... I rock at life...

This is not the way that things should be for me right now. I just want to sleep forever. I just want this all to go away...

Can I die now? Please?

I don't know what to say anymore...

Fuck you...

With a kiss of pure steel, I pierce the skin ( Read more... )

I feel kinda empty right now. I feel like I've been looking for something that I know I'll never find. Does anyone else get that feeling? Like you were looking for something so hard and it just passed right by you without you even knowing? I get that feeling all the time. Like I had my big chance to make something out of my life and I didn't ( Read more... )

You know, I've been having so much fun lately. I really have and I don't want it to stop. Things have been going okay I guess, there's just one thing. I miss my best friend. It might be wrong, but I miss my random little talks that I'd have with Cindy about the most random stuff. I miss being able to talk to her if something was bothering me ( Read more... )

I miss you...

Last night rocked my freaking socks. It was awesome. I had to go to work for 9 in the morning, so my day started kinda early. It wasn't even close to busy at work and we had this meeting thingy about some of us being trainers and stuff. There were people there that shouldn't have been there, but oh well. I think it should have only been me, ( Read more... )