I just realized something. I realized the way things are and the way they will be. Things will never be the same. Things will never go back to what they were. I would say things will get better, but I don't know if they will or not. If they follow suit, they will steadily get worse. Maybe there will be a change. Maybe things will get better ( Read more... )

One punch from Mike is like a thousand penis rubs! - Ryan

Worst day ever. So many things that I want to say, but I don't. I can't. I won't... Futility at it's finest. Things have changed so much. Maybe for the better, maybe for the worst. I don't know, and frankly I don't really care either. I'm just sick of sitting back and having things happen in my life. I'm sick of things going wrong. It's ( Read more... )

I think that I'm ready to leave for good now... Goodbye everyone.

Women suck. Love sucks. Life sucks. What's the point in trying anymore...

If I find out who randomly decided to give out the name of my private journal, they're going to wish that they never met me.

I always bring myself back here. It's not anyone elses fault but my own. Why do I even try anymore? Is it worth it? Why don't I just leave like I always wanted to? There's nothing keeping me here anymore that I haven't messed up. So why don't I? I don't know...

I really don't know where to begin this update. Not much happens in my life. I eat, I sleep (though not a lot), I work, I see Cindy. Then the cycle repeats. Not much else happens. Every now and again I do something else, though most of the time I just want to see Cindy. I guess that's just the way that it works out here in the Wild Wild West ( Read more... )

Wow, I'm definately awesome at life. Look at me go. (note the sarcasm)

In the last rays ( Read more... )