Ok, so, here's what I'm doing....

I made a new name, it's _synthemesc_ .

Why? 2 reasons:

1. It's easier to start over than to make all of this friends only, it would take forever.

2. I'm sick of this name anyway.

So, here's the deal. Everything will be on that lj from now on.  If you're on my friends list now, you will be added onto that one.

That means, no ( Read more... )

I just updated my lj, like serious layout overhaul

Ah, I'm making this friends only.... the previous entries aren't all done, but that's gonna take a while anyway.

From now on, everything will be friends only. So comment to be added.

Ah, sneaking on in school. ♥ Corey Sivers is great ♥ I don't know if I can be on later tonight, it's stupid. I had a dream that I went crazy. And that makes me sad. I don't know, I'm in a bad state of mind at the moment. Siwak isn't here. So, we have pseudo-work. Hah, "pseudo" I have nothing to say cuz Sivers is watching me type.Oh, Courtney's ( Read more... )

Ok, stupid stuff...

If you saw me today, you know that I'm like yeah, completely crazy. Like, overboard, it's insane.

I haven't talked to Corey, and it really makes me sad.   I love you, and I miss you. (Redundant)              I slept with your hoodie next to my face last night, and I slept in it the night before. Wow, everything smells like you. ( Read more... )

I get to go to therapy.          And this somehow makes me sickly happy.

"I'm sneezy.... Achoo"

Man, I hate when I want to be vegan, but there's too much non-vegan food to be eaten.  It's annoying. So being vegan soon..... my grammar really sucks, but I don't want to fix it.

So, I was thinking about Ray for a while last night, and then I woke up thinking about him.  Then I walked in this morning, and Travis said, "It's Ray's birthday today ( Read more... )

Another update!!!!! Gah ( Read more... )

So I got up and decided that I felt well enough to go to school.  But then I got all icky, so I stayed home.

The best part about sick days is watching the Price is Right and Ambush Makeover.

Ugh, my mother is worried about me. I'm leaving the Monroe in. She looked at me and said, "You know, you're a dipshit."  Aw, love.                   I took the ( Read more... )

I'm a whiny bitch, so if you're already sick of me, then don't read this. Seriously.

I watched the 8th grade class video. Wow, seeing myself back then, and then looking at myself now is so weird. Cuz in my mind, I'm still the fat girl in 8th grade that got fucked by an old guy. I'm still the girl with no friends that goes and sits in the library ( Read more... )

Today sucks.

I went home early cuz I'm sick. And I'm getting worse. I'm coughing like a chain smoker, and I'm not a chain smoker. I'm barely even a smoker.

I'm all pissy about stupid people who lie to me. I'm tired of people abandoning me when I have a problem.    Somebody asked me one day is Courtney was my best friend, and I was like, "I don't ( Read more... )