Comments | blissonacloud: i stand alone on a piller of pain

blissonacloud

i stand alone on a piller of pain

May 03, 2006 02:36

I stand alone on a pillar of pain. with every passing moment i feel the worlds pain and can't stand to bear another moment... but i must... for if i let this pillar crumble then the world below will feel the pain that i have felt... but in a way this is what i want... i want them to see the world as i have from so far above... i want them to feel ( Read more... )

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let it crumle anonymous May 3 2006, 08:47:06 UTC

Let it fall and free yourself.Don't worry about the falling pieces because I will use my body to protect them and those who I can't protect will just have to juggle the stones for the rest of there lives.You were there to hold it togehter I am here to protect them from the pain.

Stupid Men and Foolish Women.. dabouncingbunny May 3 2006, 09:56:12 UTC

ADAM YOU ARE NOT ATLAS! it is not ANYONE'S responsibility to harness the pain of the "world" or any of pain but their own... choices are made and each person must suffer the consequences of those decisions! part of life is living through the pain and using it to become stronger or smarter or not, it is NOT for someone to dictate who can be sheltered from something that is self-inflicted... anyone stupid enough to think that they are exempt from the trials and tribulations of life deserve the greatest pain of all- and i mean the kind of pain that eats away at the soul and brands the heart tainted! a person's pain is meant to be shared and it is okay to flaunt it, you don't have to hide your feelings to save someone else, they should know if you are hurting ( ... )

Re: Stupid Men and Foolish Women.. blissonacloud May 3 2006, 17:30:13 UTC

The pain i feel is not only from the world below but from the pain that i have caused myself... i don't just shield the world pain but i try to prevent or protect it... it's hard and even though everyone should feel everything every now and again it's not fare... i do, for one, don't think that this should be shared with anyone... pain is something that people get by mistake... it's not something that they look for... it's not something you want...

i've felt my pain and i know how it feels... i don't want anyone else to feel my pain because i have alot of it... and it's building up... but i'll deal with it because that what i do... i'm ATLAS as you put it... although i don't hold the world on my back... i just hold my own and then some...

P.S. this isn't just pointed to one subject... it's many in one... so don't feel like i'm singling any one out here.

vampireguardian anonymous May 4 2006, 01:12:44 UTC

stay away from jenn this will be the last time I'm going to be nice about it.keep away, You and I don't need to fight anymore(realize I've been keeping my cool about this whole thing). If we start fighting all thats going to do is make jenn upset.so I'm asking nicely not telling, respect the fact that I don't want you near "MY GIRLFRIEND" and just let us be.I'm not mad about what you and jenn did because we were not together, but we are now. so please with what ever the fuck you want on top.Stay away from jenn and go do your own thing. You all want me to grow up and be mature so here it is "Adam I will respect what you had with jenn but she is with me now and I would appreciate that you respect my wishes as here boyfriend and not be anywhere near here". You and I don't need to make threats I just want to love jenn in peace.So please for jenn even, let us be happy and leave us alone.

Re: vampireguardian uniqueimage May 4 2006, 10:19:13 UTC

See Matt I knew you could do it....

Re: vampireguardian blissonacloud May 4 2006, 12:16:36 UTC

Matt you can't see past that big thick head of yours can you... i went bowling last night because 1. i was invited by Jenn on an earlier date, and 2. i needed to get the fuck out of my house... i've been respecting the fact that she went back to you and didn't stay with me and i've even said that many times before that i didn't know what you guys had therefore i can't get piss about it... but what you don't understand is that i'm her friend as well... weather you want to see it that way or not then that's your issue... but i have been respecting you both... in fact i'm trying to easy the pain between us by doing shit together... do you really think that i wanted to be around you last night with the way your acting??? of course not, but i did it because i don't want any more shit with all this... what's done is done and i already know that she's "YOUR GIRLFRIEND" so you really don't need to keep throwing it in my face ( ... )

Re: vampireguardian anonymous May 5 2006, 11:56:31 UTC

CEASE AND DESIST BOTH OF YOU!!! IT IS DONE AND OVER WITH AND JENN'S DECISIONS WILL BE RESPECTED BY BOTH OF YOU! SHE IS A GROWN WOMAN AND DOES *NOT* NEED YOU TWO TO TELL HER HOW TO LIVE... IN FACT, YOU TWO SHOULD BE TRYING TO MAKE HER LIFE AS GOOD AS POSSIBLE BEFORE SHE HAS TO LEAVE SO STOP BICKERING LIKE 5 YEAR OLDS AND GROW UP!

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